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A letter from me to you.
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
I always wanted to do this, but couldn't find the motivation to. But Thanh's ten letters influenced me. I typed them honestly, so please don't be too offended because articulating is so difficult over a post for me! So here they are.
ONE: The first time I met you was a few years ago, in tutor. We sat on the opposite tables, never talked, never communicated. Then, even so, I thought that you were cool, doing all these pen tricks. After a year or so, the class got split up, and we never met again 'til around this year? To be honest, I never had thought about you during your absences. Why? because I don't know you at all. Well, we've socialized a few times now, and there's something telling me that I slightly like you. Just slightly.
TWO: Thank you very very much for everything. You have sacrificed so much for me, and I can never repay them back to you. You were always there when I need you, being my guidance and my protection.You know basically all my secrets, and even if they aren't good, you still listen and consider, because you are such an open-minded person. Without you in my life, I don't know how I am going to survive. I am terribly sorry for the times I had made you sad, and surely, I regret my stupid actions and words. If I had one wish to be granted, it would be to have you by my side, forever and eternally. In my next life, and the one after that, and the one after that, I want to see you again.
THREE: Thank you so much for being such a good friend. Sometimes, I feel so grateful to have such a friend like you in my life. With you, my school life, is much happier, and enjoyable. Whenever you're around, I am my true self, and I am always having a good time. Sometimes, I feel that I am selfish because I am so scared of losing you to others, and certainly, this is not good. At times, I feel that there is something in between us, making our rapport unstable. We are close, but sometimes, I feel so far away, like I am just an illustration. I don't know, maybe it's because I am too afraid of losing you, as you meet more people. Overall, you are like a big star in my night sky, changing its appearance and making it brighter and warmer. I love that big star, please don't change.
FOUR: I don't know you at all now. We had spent times together, having fun, which I think are now happy memories of the past. We went our separate ways, and each of us met new people. You are happy with others, while I am still waiting and waiting. I heard that lots of people like you, and I am not surprise. You are a very good person; you have good points that some people don't. You were always my motivation to a lot of things, but now they're not working anymore. I'm slowly losing my interest, as I start to realise that it's a waste of time to wait. People whom admire you are much better than who I am. They're much more smart, good-looking and definitely, more suitable for you. It's time for me to continue on with my life. You'll just be a figment of my memory now.
FIVE:Thank you for making my life happier, because you always joke around with me, and make me laugh. But I'm realising that gradually, you have become a very different person. You hardly help out, and always spend time on things that aren't important. It makes me angry because you are so irresponsible, and you depend on others too much. You are also a hypocrite at times, and I get really worked up because the situations always involve me. I reckon you blame on others too much, when you are the person at fault. I try to cover your bad side, because I love you but I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. I don't want to regret doing something nasty because in my heart, you are significant.
SIX: You are a very good friend. I know that you will always be there for your friends, and me, of course, but sometimes, it feels like you are becoming more like a boss. You are loud, and dirty-minded, but that's not how the rest of the world portrays you as. You are your true self when you are with me, and I'm so lucky to be that special. Sometimes, I feel that you are arrogant, and I loathe that side of you. You always fight back to what I say, and you would whine until everyone agrees with you. But I guess, that's a special point of yours.
SEVEN: Thank you for being such an awesome friend. We became so close within just one year, and that's incredible. I feel that there is something connecting us together, but there's some technical difficulties, and I don't like it. When I first met you, I thought you were intimidating, that's not how I see you anymore. You are a vulnerable person, taking things in quite seriously, most of the time. I loathe it when you deny things that are as clear as day. I always hoped to be your best friend, but don't think that that ever happened. Probably a very good friend only, but I'm happy. I am very grateful to meet a person like you because you have changed me into a better person. I want to make a time machine so we can go back in time, and have more fun, and make more memories together. We are so close, yet so far.
EIGHT: I know you way too well, but sometimes I don't at all. You have many good friends, but I don't know if you are a good friend yourself. Do you doubt yourself too, sometimes? I see that lots of people think you're weird, but you don't care what others think. That's a good point of yours. You think way too much. Not good. You have your ups and downs a lot, and I can sense that at times, you think you are worthless and useless. Maybe that's true, and maybe not. You are gratefully for you are alive, and people think that you are open-minded. Ocassionally, a bit too open-minded. For your birthday, I want to give you a time machine, so you can go back in time. All the way back to when you were just born, so you can grow up again and live with no regret. But you know, the mistakes you've done have shaped who you are today. Why not just live the future with no regret, and not dwell on about the past?
Yep, only eight letters. I can't think anymore :L
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